Avarent

A personal / anti pro ana blog.
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Z got this cool pass to see an early release of “Lucy”. He has to work but I’m here with my best friend in time square. First time in a theater in over a year.

Ok ima buy the white dress and safety pin it smaller (I actually do that with most my stuff anyways. ) I find it hilarious how I can get immediate help on tumblr from you guys and grow old waiting on a response from people in my life.

Idk guys, need opinions asap cause I’m still in the store lol. Help >.

pro-ana-jokes:

How much B.S. do YOU see in a day?! Can you get a BINGO?

I will actually play this

(via terftastic)

Asker Anonymous Asks:
you take that as it will look good on you and if you try it on and think it doesnt, you're just seeing differently because it's on your body. but if you saw it on a mennequin or another person with the same exact body, you would still think it looks good.
avarent avarent Said:

Okay, that’s very insightful actually.

Asker Anonymous Asks:
ok but you're the size of a mennequin so it will look good on you too
avarent avarent Said:

I don’t know how to take that…O.o

This is the dress that I tried on, and made me think about all that crap.  I want to try it on again today in the smaller size, they only had (m) before.  I m pretty sure it will still look bad on me, but I really loved the way it looked on the manequin.

This is the dress that I tried on, and made me think about all that crap. I want to try it on again today in the smaller size, they only had (m) before. I m pretty sure it will still look bad on me, but I really loved the way it looked on the manequin.

I love shopping and putting together outfits. It may be a dumb hobby to do ootd posts, but I really enjoy it. I look for affordable clothing but it’s difficult because not much fits. Honestly I was wondering if I ever recover, will all the clothing I can’t fit into look better. Would I have more options? Probably…

I hide the flaws my ed writes on my body; at least I try.

lashocks:

Eating is good
Eating is important
Eating is healthy
I deserve to eat
I deserve health
I deserve happiness
Eating is good
Eating is important
Eating is healthy
I deserve to eat

notgivingin-swim:

anatomy-of-recovery:

Thrift store haul from today!!!

I got an amazing brown leather vintage coach briefcase to carry my GRE books and laptop in, and three dresses.  It was a bit of a splurge; about $45 total.  It’s the kind of thrift store where you can’t try anything on but I got really lucky today.  The only one I don’t love is the rosy colored one.  (PS all machine washable!!!!)

Soooo… self care?  I finished it off with a bubble tea.

So I saw all these pictures of cute clothes on my dashboard and I thought it was avarent

but at least now I found a new blog to follow that’s gonna post cute selfies :p

Yes, the cute clothes have summoned me. Thrift shop is my theme/entrance music. Instant follows fellow thrifter.